did i do the right thing? :(
Posted: Fri May 01, 2009 12:28 am
i know i havent been here in a while, but i think i posted about my favorite dp freckles before. about a week ago, he started getting skinny, but still ate so i thought he would be fine. maybe 3 days ago, he was so skinny that his body except for his head was flat but he still ate a little. yesterday, i noticed how he tried to bite into a bloodworm but couldnt and he faced me and i could see the bottom part of his beak so i bought some clove oil(i was desperate and it would only get used once on him) and put two drops into a quart of water then very carefully clipped his beak. i think he might have been in it too long because it took at least 10 minutes of being in the clean bucket for him to move again(i was freaking out thinking he died). but once he was back in the tank, i could tell the clove oil probably damaged him because he kinda floated near the surface for a while and couldnt seem to swim in the direction he wanted to. about an hour later, he seemed back to normal. so i tried to feed them again and he took a small bite out of a bloodworm and i think he just gave up. i finally got some live blackworms today(tried to get some on monday but the lfs was out until today) and tried to feed him but it was like he couldnt see the worms right in front of him. after leaving him in there for a while, i decided since he was having trouble swimming again, id euthanize him. so i put him and a little tank water in a cup then added a lot of crushed ice. then i wrapped him in a paper towel and put it in a ziploc and threw it away. came back in my room and looked up humane ways to euthanize fish and started worrying he wasnt completely dead so i got the bag back out and made sure there was no air left in it then flattened the whole thing with a rock to make sure he was completely crushed and dead.
so now im just feeling really guilty and i just wanted him to get better but i knew he wouldnt. i wish i could have seen his beak like a week ago then he might have been able to eat more and he wouldnt have been so weak to get put under clove oil for a trimming... if youre wondering, he was about an inch long, the biggest dp i had in the tank.
so now im just feeling really guilty and i just wanted him to get better but i knew he wouldnt. i wish i could have seen his beak like a week ago then he might have been able to eat more and he wouldnt have been so weak to get put under clove oil for a trimming... if youre wondering, he was about an inch long, the biggest dp i had in the tank.