Thanks Kilo

will deffinatly try it when I have money ( I really need to save.)
So today... after months of planning a trip with my boyfriend somewhere an hour away, cute hotel with a pool, seaworld, theme park etc
He now want's to go to like a real holiday...Spain or France.. which ok, I would love to go to Spain or France & my dad even said I could.
But he doesn't JUST want to go to Spain or France, he wants our own villa with a pool.
And again.. ok I want that too, I hate being seen all pale and freckly in the sun

but I don't have like.. £1000, and neither does he.
So all night I've been trying to find a villa under £400 for a week, which was kind of easy, then you see they're all fully booked in August (only time he's off work)
Then we need flights under £100 each.. which isn't happening at the minute & I'm only 18 and havn't even been on holiday, I'm scared of flying, nevermind tried to book one alone.
P.s he's no help and is playing xbox, so honestly... I'm SO stressed, I got super excited thinking it would be easy and I got to go buy holiday clothes and a suitcase and stuff and have a week with him (usually I get 1 weekend a month).
Then it hit me that really, I'm poor, everywhere is booked, flights arn't cheap & I don't wanna go to the stupid trip now I want to go on a real holiday so I don't know what to do because I can't find one!
So then I asked if I can't find one would he rather go to a big cheap hotel on holiday with a shared pool or on our trip "not bothered really it's up to you

" seriously. SERIOUSLY.
Then I got mad because I was doing everything alone and I can't handle pressure, so he started sending me villa's which where £1400 a week, then I'd tell him that and he'd say "oh" as if it wasn't on purpose so I'd stop bugging him.
And seriously, I love him.. and I want to go on holiday in August, but help would be SO damn nice.
Even my mum and dad are just like meh get a caravan.
I don't want a caravan 0_o I hate caravans
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
...ok I'm calm.